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Cilan (デント) ([personal profile] cilantro) wrote2020-05-07 11:25 pm

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[personal profile] refuses 2015-12-20 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ right— right, that was obvious. it makes silver feel a ton more awkward, but. he's gotta shake it off. for his own good ( and the good of others! ) ]

Just if she goes to you about me. Or anyone.

[ a huffed out sigh. ]

I'm not going— I need to be somewhere else. [ emphasis on the need. he just wants to be alone for those few days. he can't be alone if people keep fussing and looking for him when he doesn't want to be found. ] That's all.
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[personal profile] refuses 2015-12-20 11:26 pm (UTC)(link)
—?

[ that question comes unexpectedly, mostly in the form of emotion. the feeling of surprise, of doubt and question. he'd be "happy" to see him? the others too? ]
. . . You're just saying that. [ it's said awkwardly and unbelieving, a touch of so stop it holds at the edge of his words. he's not trying to be humble, he's serious, and his tone and feeling conveys it.

but— he's also saying "alright" to it, which means he could relax about those few people looking for him. red already knew he wanted to be alone, cilan did too now, white wouldn't have anyone to help her . . . and the others? the others wouldn't have a clue of his whereabouts. no one knew him enough to know.

( and so he hoped ) ]


It's what I thought. [ so . . . ] It's more your thing anyway.
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[personal profile] refuses 2015-12-22 01:43 pm (UTC)(link)
It's— [ UM ] It's not uncomfortable, I just— [ . . . yeah no it's uncomfortable, but he's going to deny it anyway. ]

I don't do parties.

[ there u go. ]
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[personal profile] refuses 2015-12-22 01:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[ but— what's this now? a bit of an awkward silence, but sure enough: ]

. . . What is it?
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[personal profile] refuses 2015-12-23 01:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[ his birthday was all the way back on halloween!!! not that he even celebrated himself but . . . anyway, presents. a huge fwoosh of silence, as if cilan has given him a slap in the face. it was bad enough that red had already decided to get him something, at least he's more or less prepared for that because red is a big dumb loser, but— he wasn't expecting it at all from cilan.

how does he—

could you tell me where you will be? no. stop by and get it from us sometime before the party if you''d prefer? also no. ]


I said I didn't—

[ i didn't want anything. it's a mix of embarrassment and at a loss of what to do that seeps, trickles from his end. who knew accepting gifts was this hard? ]

I'll just— [ —well. ] I'll . . . Get it later.

[ or magnezone could get it for him because he's a huge nerd. ]
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[personal profile] refuses 2015-12-24 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not going to be around here by then.

[ after the party hnnng. he should have been specific about the "later". sorry cilan, camping out requires staying in the wilderness for like . . . two days! so! ]

. . . I could just— [ a shrug. ] Get it now or whatever.
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[personal profile] refuses 2015-12-24 02:09 am (UTC)(link)
[ YOU ARE SO WEIRD WITH YOUR HAPPINESS AT HIM . . . !!!!! ]

. . . Alright.

[ it's not without it's misplacement, because cilan is just!! way too pleasant for him! it's all silver says though, for soon enough ( at least with the right amount of wandering and searching, he's found what he thinks is the right place.

sooo . . . ! knock knock! ]
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[personal profile] refuses 2015-12-24 11:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ his regret is strong in this one

he can smell it. he can smell it and he's denying to himself how good it seems. it is not good. he does not want it. it isn't hard for silver to make a decision though, and rather quickly, he puts a hand up in response. ]


I'll wait.

[ out here, that is. he just prefers it. a lot. ]
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[personal profile] refuses 2015-12-27 01:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he will not! they were good to go, in that case. silver keeps his hands in his pockets, looks down, to the left, the right. he catches the pansage, only gives him a brief look before his attention turns elsewhere. he remembers the pokemon from sometime ago, but it's not like he'll keep looking into cilan's house. so, he turns his body to face the side.

until pansage comes back with a mug in paw. uh—

wow this is just as awkward as with people. ]


No, I— [ er— he holds his hands out in a gesture that's supposed to say "no", but . . . ! ] Put it back.

[ before cilan sees!!!! ]
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[personal profile] refuses 2016-01-02 05:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[ and now comes the hardest part. receiving. all the while silver watches, he almost forgets to actually take the gift, yet doing so when awkwardness hits, holding his hands out carefully to take the box of assorted sweets. his eyes sweep over the note on top, and looking between the goods and cilan, silver blinks, looks unsure of himself for a moment.

geez

he almost doesn't know what to say, lips pressing together, but then, quietly and lowering his head a bit ( is that . . . an attempt at bowing . . . ? ]


. . . Thanks.

[ it's just all— wow. that's what he should say, right? there's a frown there oh so desperate to tug at his lips, it's a bit visible— but more than that is just how lost he is on how to take people that want to actually gift him, his pokemon ( not even he had in mind to gift his pokemon ). silver makes sure he's straightened up, giving a nod, a brief moment of silence, before getting ready to leave.

he wasn't too big on sweets— but cilan's were actually good. not that he'd admit it anywhere, but it's there. that, and his pokemon are soon to be big fans of his food. ]